I fell in love just as hard with your family. Can’t I keep them?
I'm luci. 22. mummy.
He's called noah
& he's awesome!
My friends are everything
& they know it.
I complain alot
& i don't have a clue what i want.
He's called noah
& he's awesome!
My friends are everything
& they know it.
I complain alot
& i don't have a clue what i want.
Literally an Aussie accent away from being my perfect man (L)
It annoys me that I was all blah for the most part of the time I spent with him after the first night.
So I couldn’t really be myself. And it probably cost me more than I figured at the time.
It’s a bit depressing though, knowing that someone so well suited for me, actually exists. And I was a weirdo haha. But i think thats because, i was literally gobsmacked! I’ll never see him again. Which sucks.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m…..happy I guess. There’s a lot I’d change and some I wouldn’t. But I’m sick of sitting about doing nothing all the time. It’s slowly destroying me.
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No Easy Sleep
Every calming thing I own reminds me of you. Sleep doesn’t come easily for this reason.
Source: dearoldlove
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I know I’m finding it hard to breathe
And i been drowning in my own sleep
And i feel the hate crashing over meSo rescue me….
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Seems Like Old Dreams
Last night I had a dream you came back. We laughed and laid on my old bed like we used to. We were in my old room, it was like I had never moved and you had never changed. You kissed me on the forehead. I woke up crying.
Source: dearoldlove
I got ridiculously upset last night. It was so stupid. Well not even stupid. But…I guess a loooong time coming. I was really drunk. So fuck knows how much I’ve spent phoning home.
I kept saying, I wish I could unmeet people. Like just erase them, anything that happened, and any emotion from my life. So that if I ever saw them again, we would just be strangers who don’t speak at all. If that makes sense.
Well anyway. My point is. There’s a handful of people in my life that I would so fucking happily do this with. And not even people I don’t like or anything. Just certain people.
I cannot believe how upset I was. I feel like shit today and it’s really annoying. I know how I feel, and I know why I feel like that. I just can’t speak to anyone about it. Leaving tomorrow to come home.
So that’ll be a long day.
Victors coming today. Or meant to be.
That’ll hopefully cheer me up a bit.
P.s it’s raining in Bulgaria today.
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